the crazy life of an allen

my big fat greek wedding quote

2005-05-04T10:13:00.000-07:00

i love it when the mother tells the daughter that her father may be the head of the house but she is the neck and she can turn him any way she wants. she controls him. hehehe it was really funny the very first time iwatched it.

heres a little quote i like

2005-04-14T11:56:00.000-07:00

" happiness is like a butterfly. The more you chase it,the more it eludes you, but if you turn your attention to other things it comes and sits softely on your shoulder"

nothings new... but i am so tierd

2005-04-14T11:53:00.000-07:00

well just wanted to say hi and let you all know that i am doing fine. i have been working lots but i am so tierd its unbelievable. its so hard to drive to white rock and work and then drive home when you are so tierd. i cant wait until the tierdness passes. its so good to see the costa rica team home and safe. teri we missed you and its nice to see you home.

so heres something to think about

2005-04-08T22:12:00.000-07:00

my sister in law went to a womens conference and heard this from the speaker. to all of those people who think that babies arent babies until they are born, and that you can abort them because there nothing. well think about this. if you took a little bit of nothing and left it for lets say ...mmm.....9 months, then it would still be nothing when you checked on it. nothing doesnt grow, nothing doesnt nove, nothing will always be nothing. now if you take that little bit of "nothing" that is told to be a babie. and you left that for 9 months. what would happen? you would get a baby. a child is a child from the second you concieve it. i obviously think people have their right to choose to have an abortion but to say that you can do it because its nothing. well thats where you all go wrong. any way thats all i have to say i thought i would just share that with all of you.

so heres the story

2005-04-07T23:33:00.000-07:00

i started dating Ian (babies dad) in september. he came from a great christian family and our future looked great. he was living with his ex's family for the time being because he has been there for the past 5 years. so that was a little weird but it was ok. december came around and his ex moved back in. this has been our fight since then. he doesnt see it as a problem! how frustrating it was. when ian first found out i was pregnant, his very fisrt words to me were. when are you having the abortion. right then was when i decided we wont be together any more. he would always just yell at me and ask me why i dont do this for him. why do i have to keep it. why dont you give it up for adoption. finally i have told him that he needs to move out of his ex's house, get a job, and grow up befor i can even talk to him again. i have no feelings for him any more. and now he has called me tofay talking about how we will put the babies first picture in the baby book that he just bought. and then he told me thathe has bought a whole bunch of stuff for it. i am so frustrated because just 2 days ago he was still telling me to have an abortion and threatning me with custody stuff and what not.i just need prayer to stay stong and keep him out of my life for the time being. he told me that he doesnt believe in the man named "God". that hits me right in the heart. and it hurts.. i just need prayer to be strong and not let him get to me. any way this is the storie. its pretty crappy but its mine. but on the up side myself and the baby are doing great. thank you to everyone who is praying. i appriciate the support.

ultrasounds

2005-04-05T15:46:00.000-07:00

today i went for my first ultrasound. well for those of you who dont know I'M PREGNANT! i went for my first ultrasound today and it was so exciting. it was really amazing seeing how God works in people lives. If it wasnt for me getting pregnant and for me keeping this child, there is no way i would be in church right now and i woudnt have seen what a mistake it was to bewith the one i was with. God has shown me that unevenly yoked relationships are not the way to go. no matter how much you want them to change. they never will. when i saw that little baby moving its arms and legs and seeing the little baby heart beat, it made the whole world not exist and made all my problems melt away. this is such a life changing expierience. God is truly wonderful. i never thoguht i would start to write blogs but i have decided that it would be nice to share my life with other people. so i found out today that i am 9 weeks pregnant and i am due november 9th. WOW! its so exciting and scary. so i think thats all i have to say but i am so excited to start to share with all of you my growth as a christian and a new mother. im ready to restart my life.